Goodnight Moon

Is there a person in your life that can always make you smile?
Probably my dad. He's really funny. And my friend Jessica - she's also funny, but she's just so lovely that it makes me happy.

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn’t around now?
Yes.

Are you a jealous person?
No. In fact, I don't really understand jealousy at all.

Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant?
Yes. Either of joy or fear, depending on my circumstances.

When is the next time you’re traveling out of state?
I don't know.

Can you write your name in a foreign language?
Yes.

When you’re getting ready for something, do you listen to music?
If I'm by myself, yes.

Do you leave the curtains/blinds closed or open while you sleep?
Closed, or else I'd be blinded by the sun every morning. I have a huge window.

What is your favorite day of the week?
Friday.

Do you generally do the same thing every day of the week?
Yeah - nothing.

What is something you did yesterday and wish you could’ve done today?
I went to the mall, and I felt like going somewhere today, so I guess that.

If you woke up tomorrow and knew/spoke a different language, which language would you want it to be?
German because it's cool as shit.

What did you last order online?
Some contacts.

Do you have any specific hobbies?
Writing and playing guitar, but those are more like soul-urges than hobbies. I also like doing makeup.

What’s a song you recently discovered that you want to tell everyone about?
A song called Mourner's Lament by Candlemass. The guitar solo is so fucking cool, I keep listening to it over and over.

Favorite fall or winter accessory?
Tights and skirts.

Do you like to swim?
Yes I love it.

How many books are in your room?
A lot.

What did you last eat?
Fried eggs.

Name one of your goals for this year.
Getting into a university.

What does your 9th message on your phone say?
"What're you doin?"

Look to your left. What’s there?
Pillow.

How long does it take you to fall asleep?
17 years.

Are you scared about the end of the world?
No.

Is there a TV in the room you are in?
Yes.

What are you looking forward to?
Finishing and posting my new short story.

What comes to your mind when I say red?
Little Red, which is a song by Bikini Kill.

What other language do you want to be fluent in?
I said German already man what do u want from me

Do you crack your neck often?
Only when it really hurts.

Worst feeling in the world?
Physically, nausea. Mentally and emotionally, having an anxiety attack while high on hallucinogenic drugs. That's even worse than heartbreak.

Name something you think is pointless?
Paying attention the the election.

Favorite fast food restaurant?
Panda Express and Chipotle, if those count.

Have you ever been in a fist fight?
No, I mean the physical fights I've been in didn't involve fists.

Did you have a weird dream last night?
Yes. It was the third dream I had about Marilyn Manson in the last few months. Me and my grandma accidentally ended up in LA, and I think I was famous or something because I just texted Marilyn Manson and he said we could stay at his house? Also, in the beginning of the dream I went to a party with my friend and we were like separated the whole time and it was just weird

Do you wish at 11:11?
when I happen to see the clock at that time, I do.

Do you think your ex still wants to be with you?
Yeah, he's messaged me all this shit and my mom thinks he showed up at our house the other day and knocked on the door, but everyone was asleep so she only saw him as he was leaving.

Has a boyfriend/​​​​​​​​​girlfriend ever put alcohol/drugs before you?
No.

Let’s say you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
Fuck. This is probably one of the only circumstances where I actually would have an abortion. He was literally an abusive psychopath who went to the mental hospital for attempted murder and shit. No.

Will this Friday be a good one?
I highly doubt it.

When was the last time you completely broke down?
I almost did yesterday. Probably like a week.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Everyone

Are you nice to the people you dislike?
Not unless I absolutely have to be. I hate being fake.

Do you have someone you can spill your heart out to?
Jessica. And probably some other people but I don't feel comfortable with them.

What are you excited for?
Nothing really

Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?
Nothing, I hide and wait till he leaves.

Is there a person that you would do absolutely anything and everything for?
Yeah, me

Does sex mean love?
When you want it too. Me and my friend were talking about this earlier. She'll only have sex with people she's really serious with, and I'll have sex more casually. Sometimes I wish I could be more like her and not be so casual about it, but I think you can have different types of sex. Of course, I'd prefer to have sex with someone who I'm truly in love with. But if someone who I find attractive wants to have sex with me, my physical urges take over and I just go with it.

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone?
Yes.

What’s something you really want right now?
To get a good night of sleep

What was the first thing you did this morning?
Wrapped my blanket around myself bc I was cold.