I'm Hopeless

I feel truly awful over the fact I keep abandoning this place. Yet Mibba is like that first love you can't forget. I'm always drawn back.

It's quite obvious to even the casual observer that I have major commitment issues, and sometimes I make false promises. It's in my DNA. Philip Larkin, eat your heart out.

So I would just like to take a moment to apologize to my loves for being so flaky (Ray Face, Billie, etc). I will try harder. I hope you're fantastically well.

Also, I had a wake-up call at work on Friday during my performance review. My manager said something along the lines of '...because this is a career for you.' I swear, I had to stop my face from contorting into a look of sheer horror. I really appreciate having a full time job, but admin is not my chosen career, it just pays the bills. Most days I feel like a caged animal.

I have four joyous days off for Easter weekend and no set plans other than binge watching Entourage. So hopefully I can get to catching up on some mibba related reading this week and devote some time to writing.