Losing My God Dang Mind

I've been trying to win tickets for this Zayn thing for almost a week? and I feel like i've lost my mind. I normally dont try to win these things, I just hope for the best and pray I win BUT this is some serious bullshit.

People who dont even like Zayn are winning (1d/otp4 fans) and they have been mad disrespectful to Zayn. They've been nothing but rude and racist towards him and yet here I am trying to win. Deadass I've been busting my ass calling at all hours. And I've entered with a video on IG, tweets, and on facebook. I'm trying way too hard and I am beyond tired with it.

I just want a cd, tickets for his tour already and to move on with my life with this.

also really bummed out bout mibba cause i'm not getting comments on stuff from the people that normally comment. So it leads me to believe that I have failed at writing. I might just trash all my stories.

Anyways im tired, grouchy, and a bit hungry.