Struggling

Even if I have some of my dads traits that doesn't mean I'm him and I wish she'd stop telling me that. I can have a temper, I can yell. I'm not violent though. I don't drink like he did. I drink but not like him.

I try to ask Ana to let me move back with her but she said no but that I could come over whenever I want. I asked her what the difference was since I w a n t to be there always, and she told me that it is "just different"

I just hung up on her and said something rude but I'm starting to think she deserved it. Actually I know she deserved it. I never want to see her again. She knows what I'm going through, she will not let me stay there anyway

This other girl will not leave me alone and she comes coming up to my work and asking me all these questions just so she can talk to me. I'm waiting forwhen she'll ask for my # I will probably just say no but I think she will never leave me alone