Depression

Being depressed for 10 years isn’t a fun thing. I've hit rock bottom a few times but I think this time is one of the worst. I don’t want to get up and do anything, nothing at all. You can't tell a depressed person to “get over it” there is no getting over it. It’s an illness that I have to struggle with every waking minute of my life. I thank mother earth for giving me the one person that has tolerated me through this for the past five years. I don’t know what I’d do without this person and I don’t know where I’d be. I've come to the conclusion that I love this person with all my heart, it hit me like a ton of bricks because you don’t slowly fall in love, it happens when it happens and it happened five years ago. Being by my side through everything has proven to me that this person is getting my love whether they want it or not, I love you, please don’t ever leave me.