Losing All Hope

okay
On Saturday while i was working a double at work my boyfriend left for Arizona. You got it Arizona. by the way i live in west Virginia so Arizona is a long distance away. He decided on Friday that going to Arizona for work was best for him without even considering how i felt about it. And trust me i think all of you know how i feel about it. I mean come on, no one wants their boyfriend a crap ton of miles away, right? We've texted a few times nothing major but i haven't heard his voice or seen his face since Saturday morning. No calls or Skype yet. If i try to put my opinion in its like i'm the bad guy and he doesn't want to talk about it with me. Of course i didn't want him to go, i don't wanna be away from him for almost 3 months and stay here in this house alone. i know what it feels like to live alone and let me tell you it absolutely sucks. So since hes left I've done almost nothing with my life since i only work on Saturday and Sunday and i feel so unwanted its not even funny. i guess i should just stop complaining and get a life right?
May 6th, 2016 at 04:00am