Mother's Day

Even though it is past midnight, I still consider today Mother's Day. I'm not sure what I expected today to be like, but whatever it was, it's not how it happened. I feel like my mother is choosing my brother over me. I felt that way my entire childhood, and it still continues into adulthood. She basically questions everything about how my boyfriend and I are raising our children and I am so sick and tired of it. But I do not have the balls to do anything about it because that's how my childhood was. My brother got in trouble for not keeping his mouth shut, so I kept mine shut because I HATE being in trouble and getting the "disappointed" look. But it seems like no matter what I do she can never be proud of me.