Today Is My Beginning

I have said this countless times. I have started and quit losing weight just as many times. Be that b it may, today I put my foot down. I am done holding my self back. I always have some excuse...

Well, no more. Im not going to make some drastic changes over night, but I'm hoping to make a series of smal changes over the next few months. I will cut back soda even more. I'll make myself go on those walks.

I know I can do this. I just have to severely push myself. This would be easier if I had someone to motivate me or remind me that being a lard isn't going to help my cause. My roommate said she would but it's been two years. Prime example of me making excuses. Not her fault, but mine. I'm great at talking myself out of things.

I weigh 280 lbs. This is the biggest I've ever been. That's twenty away from 300.... I felt huge when I saw the 240's. My goal is 195. I feel that's a good first goal.

My main reason isn't to be skinny or to look appeasing. My family has a bad history of heart disease. And I want to do at least one marathon in my life. I want to go bungee jumping. And I want to not be scared of meeting the weight caps.

I can do this. I will do this. I'm curently using myfitnesspal cal counter and wokout map. I am open to any advice. Ciao, lovelies.
June 9th, 2016 at 08:33pm