30 Day Blog Challenge - Day One: Your Current Relationship


So, I'm jumping on the bandwagon! Here's day one.

I'm suppose to discuss my current relationship but since I am technically "single", I'm going to be discussing my thoughts on the matter.

In late summer 2009, I fell in love. 100%, gave my whole fucking heart away, blah blah. I was 14, he was 16... just a couple of young kids who's relationship turned from 'teen dating' to a full on "romance". We were together for years, had a child together and from this day still love one another.

However, in early 2015, we called it quits for "good" after 8 years.

Basically... we're now "unofficially" together. I don't know. It's how we roll. I've tried to move on and date other people but it just never works out BECAUSE my heart is not fully in it. In my opinion, it's not fair to date people if your heart really isn't in it. So here I am, technically "single" yet technically "taken". It's fucked up and complicated, I know.

Single life isn't that bad though. People make it out to be boring and lonesome but I personally find it exciting. You never go to bed worrying if someone is unsure about their feelings for you, worrying if your spouse is cheating blah blah. If anything, it made me grow as an individual and it's really not that bad being able to do whatever the fuck you want... so....

Well, that's enough rambling for one day. I'm going to copy this to my tumblr so anon askers can stop asking me this.
June 19th, 2016 at 09:40pm