Welcome to the Broke Life

Hello

So I am sure I am not the only one to deal with financial stuff, and I had been okay with not having a whole lot of money to spend right now. (I am not much of a spender in general.)

But the past few months has been a struggle and it has been bothering me.
Like this month I had to update my coaching cert and insurance and background checks to be able to continue working as a coach, I am somehow paying more off of my loans, and I still need to pay for school. And i just found out another loan will be due for another additional $80 come August.

Least to say... I am broke.

These are struggles many people my age are going through and I am not complaining in a way like
"Boo-hoo... I have to pay off my loans, and I have no money for me!!"
While I'm okay with not having money right now, I feel awful when I haven't been able to get one of my closest friends anything for her wedding. Like how horrible is that? I plan on getting her an Amazon giftcard for at least $100 dollars...soon.

I am seeing her in a bit, to hang out. And I am not sure how I am going to face her.
Guilt is REAL.