I can't believe my mother just said that.

I was looking at a picture of my friend on myspace and my mom goes,
"Oh, that girl is a wack job."
And I asked why and she said,
"There were bandages on her wrist and she looked depressed.
She was a psycho."

First of all,
there were NOT bandages on her wrist.
Second of all,
she was not looking depressed in any way whatsoever.
Infact, the guy she adored had called her that night and told her
that he loved her more than anything thing in the world.
She was extremely happy.

But that's not why i'm mad,
I'm mad because my mother called somone who she thought was
depressed a 'psycho' and 'wack job.'

Mom,
depression is not psychotic.
It is an illness.
An illness I had for a very long time,
which you kindly ignored.

How dare she.
How dare she.

I am so angry will her right now,
I'm shaking.

You know what mom?
As horrible and awful as it sounds.
You were seriously a big part in why i was depressed.
I'm sorry I'm not the perfect little daughter you wanted me to be.

Oh my God.
I am so mad at her.
I am so mad right now.
I can't believe her.

I'm like,
going to pop.
October 16th, 2007 at 09:50am