I'm Becoming That Person

The one who comes on every once in awhile, posts a blog about their life and what exciting stuff they've been up to, and then disappears again.

In my defense, I have been on Mibba quite frequently, it's just that my laptop has been so slow lately and I've been in the middle of packing these past few days that I haven't had a chance to talk to anyone aside from the Skype homies.

But yeah, I'm back in hot ass Arizona as of an hour ago. My internship ended on Friday and I said goodbye to everyone before leaving my little home on Saturday and then leaving LA for good today. It's bittersweet but I'm not too depressed about it since I do plan on finding jobs around there (or at least in California in general). It's weird that this summer flew by at warp speed. I feel like I was just telling y'all about getting an internship. But I'm gonna shut up about that now since that's all I've been talking about ever. Just know that I miss it heh but I do plan to go back in at least a year *crosses fingers*

Onto Mibba things, since I'm back, I plan on finally judging the damn Genre Prompt Contest. I'm gonna do it fairly quickly and post winners and then get around to comments later, mainly because it's been so damn long and I feel bad about it. So of the 15 entries, expect that to come soon.

I need to get back to writing. I was supposed to start NGC 5000 and/or Simple Sir, Modest Madam this summer but I literally lost all my inspiration the second I got to LA, it was really weird. Hopefully, now that I'm back, it'll come back to me. There's so much to write!! I guess I should do The Davis Redemption or Voyager first since those two are my main baes atm.

I actually did this awhile ago but I permanently closed my layout shop. I'm kinda bored of making layouts and I think others are way more talented than me, so it's a lose-lose situation for me. Plus, all my layouts are slowly being made by my friends because of how lazy I am of making them so it works out any way. I'm also going to start going through my stories and deleting all the ones I don't write anymore, which is a lot. Also need to get rid of all the one shots/fan fictions that I don't care for anymore.

It's like I'm doing a complete turnaround or something. I dunno, maybe I'm just readying myself for eventually leaving this place for good. I think I can give myself an excuse for at least a year (until I graduate) to stay here but after that, it might be a good time to say sayonara.

I don't know what else to talk about. I met a boy in LA and we were together for 2 months. We didn't exactly end this definitively since we're still talking and whatnot, but obviously since I'm in Phoenix and he's in LA, we're not seeing each other anymore. I kinda miss him because I'm lame like that but he's a really sweet guy and a genuine person. I'm glad we "ended" things on such a high note because I definitely thought I'd be verging on out-of-control sobbing if we didn't. Our story shall continue in some way or another, I think. Inshallah lol.

Well, that's it. Off to watch from Friday Night Lights (I forgot how obsessed with this show I was). Let me know how you guys are doing! <3

Oh and if anyone wants to see stuff from my time in LA (or anything at all about my life lmao), follow my INSTAGRAM (and leave yours too if you want)!
August 15th, 2016 at 02:23am