Wondering was he really here
Is he standing in this room?
No, he's not
cause he's gone, gone, gone, gone______ gone.
I guess I'm sad about that kid in my German class I liked. I don't talk to him any more, I mean I want to he's cool but, I don't know. I'll be awkward. I would be really awkward. I don't want to be friends with this one girl any more. I mean I don't know how to tell her, she's always there, she was a good friend of mine. But I don't know, I just think we shouldn't be friends any more, but I don't know how to tell her.
I miss my best friends more then you know, more then you would ever understand. I miss our jokes, our inside jokes our sleep overs and how if i was sad i could just run over to her house and hug her tight. I also miss my two closet friends. One is on this web site and the other, i rather not be on this website. I talk to her, not as much as I did when I lived next door to her. Me and my second best friend talk more then i do with the other and now we are as close as ever. She's amazing and I love her.. :]
BFF: high school is hard
BFF: without you
Me: I understand
Me: I miss you too
Me: There are some thing i can talk to you about that i can't talk about with my friends here
Me: Some jokes we used to share they think are dumb here where if i were with you
Me: we'd piss our pants from laughing so hard
Me: I miss you alot
Me: All the sleep overs
BFF: I needed that smile
Me: everything
BFF: and I know what you mean
BFF: with our jokes
BFF: no one gets them
BFF: like we do
BFF: I feel like your the same person as me
BFF: I understand everything you try to tell me
BFF: don't change
Me: I won't
Me: will you?
BFF: no
BFF: never
I miss my old friends alot, I also miss Matt my old boy friend. He used to call me 24/7 when I moved here, but now. We rarely talk, I wish i had a boy friend. I mean I'm not despreat, but I just want some one to hold me and hopefully never let go. i met this kid chirss at home comming, he cute and funn and huggable. I think i like him I don't know. I really don't know the child. (he's a sophmore I just call everyone child or kid.)
Him: we shoulld hang out sometime...
Me:Heck Yeah! :D is there a game this friday? :o? Is it home, cuz if it's not I'm not going..D:
Him: Its not a home game..and i have to work firidays..we sould meet up a erics..!!!!!
Me: Keplar? Morrow? Low? I know alot of Erics!
HIM:morrow....(supposedly hes claimed you)
Me: claims me? wtf does that mean?
Him:supposedly...your his..i cant make a move...or "else"
Me: does that mean he likes me? wtf? Make a move? D: i don't understand you're "Ohioan" Language... xDD
Him: no..he just dosent want me to like.. try to date you n stuff..
I've been giving this kid hug's, He's my buddy. I really want to hang with this kid, he's cool! :D
When you're dreaming with abroken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
I want to cry
October 17th, 2007 at 04:06am