Rant

Sigh, right now I’m feeling a tad crappy – I normally wouldn’t post something like this online but I just need to vent, and I’m kind of hoping someone out there might just understand how I’m feeling.
I finished university last year and I honestly expected life to begin…. And it hasn’t. I (stupidly) was browsing people from school/college/uni on Facebook (very stupid I know) and honestly I felt like such a backwards loser.
Seriously almost everyone is making some kind of progression in life; everyone except me. I mean people are engaged/married, moving in with their significant other, buying a place with their significant other, having babies, in their dream job, beginning their career and some are going for their masters and PHDs… and me? None of it. I’m currently staying with a friend as my lovely mother has kicked me out, unemployed although I’m starting a work placement abroad in a few weeks, no significant other, no babies (although I’m not too fussed about this as I’m in no position to have a baby), can’t afford further study… I’m sure you get my drift.
I know they say it’s pointless to compare yourself to others but I can’t help it, I ought to be an adult but I don’t feel like one. Honestly I feel like a loser. If I died tomorrow, what legacy would I leave?
Maybe this is just a low moment for me – or maybe this is the cold, hard truth.
Anyone else out there feeling this way?
September 15th, 2016 at 09:46pm