Life Dilemmas

I want to make a more descriptive blog on what I am feeling at the moment but I can't find the words to do so.

I'm sad about a number of things, mostly about those I can't control and I don't completely understand.

I'm scared about the changes I'm seeing in my life, they're good ones but I think I'm slowly getting a grip of the reality, and I don't know how to handle it. Ever since I turned 20 (about 3 months ago), I've been discovering a lot about my life and the people around me, some are good and some are bad but I feel so damn terrified and I don't know why.

I think I'm having this existential crisis for months now and my excessive overthinking is not helping me with it.

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