Future Plan

So, 2017 is supposed to be my bitch, but I'm struggling to figure out where my starting point is?

Am I supposed to start at the very generic, I want to lose weight, cause that's been on my list for the last 10 years - no change there.

I want to be happy, I want to find happiness not only with someone else (if possible), but also within my own self.

A relationship isn't something I have any experience in - at all, my advice always comes from the experience that I have learnt, observed or seen from other peoples love lifes', like most other people, finding that someone is something that people may seek for.

For me it might not even be finding someone in that sense, it could just be for me having that someone stable in my life that will always be there, which is where having a child is something I want badly in my life.

It might not happen today, or tomorrow or even this year, but it will happen eventually.

I've grown up being the oldest of 4 younger sisters, when my mum had gotten sick a few years ago, I had to grow up fairly quickly, we did have our grandparents around but it was never the same as having your parents around with dad at work and mum in hospital, it took a toll on us all.

Having a child is never going to be easy, especially if it's something I aim to do as a single mother, but I couldn't be more happy or joyous at the thought, and until I am actually prepared for that step, I am in the meantime going to prepare myself for that.

Of course you can never be fully prepared for the future, who knows, I might find my one true love and start a family with him. I might find myself a girlfriend instead. I might travel the world instead and do that until I am a lot older. But within myself I know that my happiness is going to lie within the hands of a little baby boy or girl, until that time comes I'm gonna be working my ass off, doing a bit of traveling, saving money, and finding happiness in many other ways.

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