Do You Call Yourself a Hurricane Like Me?

its weird that im writing in here lol; so bare with me atm. ANyways it's weird cuz I feel like a lot of this website reminds me when I ws younger and having a hard time. Now I'm just like whatever; I'm happy with my boyfriend but life in general I'm not happy with. Its dull, stressful, and all I want is to disappear 80 percent of the time. My home life has gone back to shit; and it's because I've gotten sick of shit happening in it.

I can't leave it; im broke. So im fucked.

and in my early 20's i was a little bit more hopeful, sad but hopeful. I had weird sexual inter counters with people i should have left out of my life, drank a lot. I feel like drinking made me a happier human being; and I was happy go lucky. Lately i feel like im numb and stressed out so much.

that im always tired, and blah.

I miss my friends but I gained a new old and became close to an old one again.

I miss a lot of things, maybe my youth. Im still young but not as young

I just wish I could fix a lot of things is all.