Random Title of Updates

I honestly didn't know what to title this blog. I didn't update The Heart of the Night, but I recently wrote a drabble and will post is soon. I just have kind of neglected everything. I'm sorry I haven't been on, I still am in this funk.

I just feel really tired and depressed all the time. I go to work, and come home stressed out. I recently had a performance review and it went 50/50 I feel like. I am doing really well in all my areas except for one. That is Salad bar. For a quick reminder, I'm a cafe server for my job. Salad bar is such a b*tch. It gets super messy within minutes. It drives me insane, I wipe the bars down and straighten everything out, it gets destroyed in minutes. I have so much prep to do in the mornings to get prepared salads out on the bar. Honestly I'm a mess on salad bar, I won't lie. I know I don't do well on it. But I am slightly irritated my bosses are now having me check in with them to go over the bar together every time before I leave. I feel like a little kid slightly doing that.
But today I got a thumbs up. No complaints from my bosses or the shift coming in. Nothing but praise on how much of a good job I did.

My neighbors are hanging out on my stoop outside right now. Since it's raining and my stoop is the only one with a roof over it they are all huddled up under it. I told them it was okay when I saw them outside, but now I'm getting irritated. They have been hanging out in front of my house for a good bit now. I told them it was okay at 1 PM when I got home from work, and it's now going on 7 PM. They are being loud and starting to get on my nerves. I get I told you it was okay, but why the f*ck can't they just hang out in their own house since it's raining. Why do you have to be outside? I kind of just want to tell them to p*ss off. But I know better then to do that.

Anyway I only ate bread today. So I'm going to make dinner and probably go to bed since my depression is making me super tired all the time.

Bye Miba!