Am I Meant to be Happy?

Sometimes I truly wonder if im ever going to be happy. I was so excited to be moving into this place and now im bummed. My boyfriend has literally made me feel like shit because i wont be there in the morning to get his kid on the bus.

I'm trying to get myself back on track. If it means him leaving me because i cant put his kid on the bus in the mornings then so be it. I need to focus on myself. I can't be sleeping in a tent every night. I need to be somewhere stable.

You think he woukd be proud of me but I guess I was wrong. I've been crying for the past hour or two. I'm not sure what to do anymore. I do so much and I still cant win.

I quit.
June 18th, 2017 at 04:59pm