From That Time When We Were Close - Entry #1

We used be best friends...tell me...what happened...?

Our last time talking was so long ago...It shouldn't still be upset...it shouldn't still make me cry...but somehow I still miss you...even after everything that you put me through...I thought we could get through anything...I still can't believe that I was wrong...I keep expecting to get a random text from you one day asking if I want to hang out...but then I remember...that isn't gonna happen...apparently I was too much...because sometime a while ago you stopped caring...the conversations got shorter...the excuses came more often...until finally...it stopped all together...I just thought you should know...it hurts like hell sometimes...I think about you and I can't stop crying...I try to avoid it because it hurts too much...so I bury myself in something else...but somehow the thought of you always comes back...and not a day goes by...where I don't think about you...