From That Time When We Were Close - Entry #3 and 4

3.
Sometimes you have to erase those memories, not because you stopped caring, but because they moved on, they made new friends, and it hurts too much to see them...they're happy without you in their life...and that's what hurts.

4.
The people may be long gone...but the memories...the feelings...the thoughts...the pictures...they all still remain and they won't go away...even though I've tried and tried...I still just miss my best friend...I'm tired of faking a smile. I'm tired of telling everyone that it's no big deal when it clearly is...I'm tired of telling everyone that it doesn't hurt...