I went over on his myspace, and there was a picture of him and girl kissing.
So, I ran around my room saying 'fuck' over and over again. Then I went to take a shower and I kept saying 'fuck' and then 'Oh my God' and then I started to cry a little bit.
But, then Ithought started talking to myself,
and I told myself that it was going to be okay,
and yada yada.
And then I realized,
I fucking did it.
I didn't sob and slash my wrists.
I picked myself up off the floor and dusted myself off and moved on.
And I kicked the little voice out and told him to go fuck himself.
I've always said if he's happy than I'm happy.
And I was fucking right.
I can't stop smiling.
Seriously.
I am so proud of myself.
I am damn proud of myself.
I just can't believe I did it.
I can't believe that I beat everything I never thought I would.
I'm okay.
I'm okay.
Me, Katy Myerson, the lowest of the fucking low,
is finally happy.
She's finally strong, confident, and happy again.
Dude.
DUDE.
:DDDDD
:]
(:
=D
sfduisfdsfdsfdsfd
DAMN!
XD
I'm so weird.
But I am so fucking awesome.
Seriously.
I fucking did it.
Bahaha.
I did it. I kicked the self-hate completely out.
October 21st, 2007 at 02:24pm