Surprise Trip to The Hospital.

Yeah you read that right, I've been busy with writing for the writing cup Team Vic all the way!!! When I started getting this weird pain in my chest. So I got off the computer took a shower and ended up falling asleep. That morning I woke up and my chest hurt so bad I couldn't breathe my first thought was. 'OH MY GOD IM HAVING A HEART ATTACK AT 21!!!' Then I consulted my mom who is a nurse and her friend who is head of nurse staff at the main hospital in Abilene Texas. They said I should go be seen get my heart checked well.

I put on a bra and the pain went away so I didn't go to the hospital because I was thinkin' 'Oh it's gone so it wasn't a heart attack.' well it came back and I went. Not a heart attack but Costochondritis. It's from my Rheumatoid arthritis. My damn body hates itself and me.

SO I fell behind in my writing cup goals and now I'm so fucking disappointed in myself. I feel like I'm already letting my team down. (sigh)

I'm still writing every day though, Hopefully I can crack out two or more chapters and make up for it before my birthday on the 6th.