I felt the soothing serenity of a daydream in the midst of reality.
I felt something very real and delicate. I felt calm for the first time in months.
I did not feel anxious or uneasy. I did not feel the normal nuisance of nervousness.
That night, I didn't think about the dark corners of my mind and the vulnerabilities that come along with them. I didn't think about facing them or being consumed by doubt and uncertainty.
I felt tranquil and peaceful. I felt like I could exist and just "be." I can feel my sight becoming clearer. I can feel my heart relax. I can feel my sweaty palms dry. I can feel my breathing become regular.
I can feel light.