Balance

I am terrified.

I am without-a-doubt, head-over-heels, in love.

I am absolutely afraid.

I fear that I can be too much at times.

I fear that the balance between too much and not enough is out of my reach.

I fear that grasping too tightly and being too aloof are what will ultimately be my demise.

I care too much or not at all.

I read too much into situations or I don't read enough.

I drive 10 over the speed limit or 10 under.

I eat more than I can handle or I skip lunch.

I either talk way too much or I bite my tongue when I should be speaking up.

Balance is something I still have yet to find.