So about 250 years ago, I told Fae that I would make her a ficmix for her story Like This, You Keep Them Alive. It's taken me forever, but I finally finished it. When I'm completely in love with a story, I have this thing where the ficmix I make has to be perfect, so it takes me so long to get it done. I feel like I know Eli and Jasper better than any characters I've ever had, so I can't disappoint my boys ya know.
But anyways, if you haven't read Like This yet, I cannot recommend it enough. It's what inspired me to steal adopt the style of writing I have now, and Fae is just brilliant so I can guarantee you're gonna love it. Plus it's finished, which is good because you can binge it all in one sitting and fall in love with it, but also sad because once it's done you miss the characters horribly.
You can find the playlist on my playmoss here.
Line of Sight - ODEZSA
and I don't learn, no I don't learn
it'll all be fine this time
I don't learn, no I don't learn
'cause you always seemed so kind
Swim - Cape Cub
hate is a difficult thing
it takes you where you wanna go
it starts to suck you in
and you, you can either fall into it
or surround yourself with the good things
and never let it win
Weathered - Jack Garrett
and no wonder
I keep you close
you're the water
to quench my throat
and if I never
let you go
will you keep me young
TALK ME DOWN - Troye Sivan
I wanna sleep next to you
but that's all I wanna do right now
so come over now and talk me down
Promises - Handsome Ghost
I've been living like a pretender
ready for a reason to fall apart
demons living deep in the center
of my heart
but listen, I have made a decision
I am finished fading into the dark
I need another shot at beginning
let's restart
Killing Time - Max and the Moon
I love it when we're killing time
something between you and me
maybe it electric im sure of it
changing my reality
everytime you come around
Ready For You - Hunter Hunted
I was the one standing in my way
I think I've always been afraid
finally I see you now
Insomniac - Amber Run
does it feel like you gave it all away?
does it feel like it was barely yesterday?
do the promises you make feel harder to keep?
are you losing any sleep?
Dyin' to Live - Smallpools
I was having a meltdown
but I don't know why
'cause I sleep four-eyed
and I eat just fine
I'm not scared of being a lonely man
or even dying, just missing out
Eighteen - Dive In
wake my body and wake me up
and look to the sun, open your mind to us
in the cold, cold winter
gonna set you free
I don't mind how you feel
just give all you got to me