So, if this doesnt make sense.
Im drunk, heads up.
Well, mostly drunk, like I can still type, but yeah.
Look you know what I mean.

I'm so...angry, I think?
How bad is it, on a scale of one to ten to not even know what's going on anymore?
I'm so sick of these games. I'm so sick of being treated like shit, Like I'm nothing.
Sorry, got heavy fast. I'll back track.

I'm listening to songs on Youtube.
And of course, I get told to stop, because it's 'boring'.
Why does it always always have to be what he likes?
Why can't I have interests of my own? Am I not worthy of being a fucking human being or something? And everytime we have a nice time, he has to go and ruin it, and then he wonders why I look elsewhere? I just don't get it. I don't get it at all.

This just reminds me of why I turned to writing, because everyone in my life was a monumental waste of my time. At least my characters have love.

Anyway, Hope everyone else had a good new years, I was working. Share your resolutions.
January 1st, 2018 at 10:49am