Hi, I'm bored.

Found this weird survey on Tumblr. I have a thing for doing weird surveys. So I'm just gonna do that, Feel free to steal.

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
First one is most difficult for me. I have issues with eyes, They're the window to the soul.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
Last night. I just wanted to have fun, and Yes. I do.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
My step dad. I tell him thank you, for all the years he tried to come back into my life - And I tell him to make sure he keeps an eye out for my kid.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
I wouldn't tell anyone. It's easier if it's sudden I think, especially if you have a kid. Don't want your last days with them to be tainted by the ever increasing doom and all that. I don't tell my family, they don't care, and I don't tell my friends. I just spend them with my kid, doing stupid shit. Having fun I guess.

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
Love. I'm very forgiving, oddly enough. I can forgive anything.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
Dude save the dog, fuck her.

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
Love most.

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
If they were really your best friend, You'd understand them, even if it sounds outlandish to you.

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
Yes. He deserved to say goodbye to his daughter.

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
I would fuck me if that's what your asking? But actually No, I would hate to have me as a friend.

11. Does love = sex?

12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
Look, I care and all, but not my problem. I would try help them find other work though, offer a reference etc.

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
I only tell things in halves I think. Like, I reveal most of it, but usually I keep some stuff close to me and only me. It's hard for me to tell people things, I generally have to be very drunk. I scare a lot of people off when I'm honest. But...the last time I was most honest, was the other night. I told them I was a lizard person. No but in all seriousness, they know what I told them.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
I think it'd be harder to tell someone you don't love them back. Like, that's cold.

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
This is an odd answer, but my fingers. I'd die if I didn't have them. I work all my feelings and frustrations out in my writing. So...

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
My daughter. About an hour ago.

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
How I told them.

18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
Like, as in to protect me? Ha, Vegeta. Oh wait, real person?

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
Yeah, I mean I know it and I havent gotten to use it. I mean, I did fail giving CPR on the child training dummy because yaknow, I broke it's ribcage, but if it's an adult homeless person I'll be okay.

21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
Grandmother. Sorry Grandma, but you hated me and made me feel like an inadequate human being my entire life, and babies are hella cute.

22. Are you old fashioned?
I'd like to be, but to be honest, I don't really associate with old fashioned people, so easier to just go with the flow. That sounds terrible.

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
Last week.

24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
Broken Heart. Used to it.

25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
To be a bird. Nothing bothers bird's man.

Fell asleep crying last night. Lollllll
Anyway, on to those updates. Kid's driving me up the wall, and life's hard right now, so sorry babes x
January 4th, 2018 at 01:41pm