Low.

2017 ended with a bang aka me sleeping through the new year. I've been so depressed and I wanted 2018 to be different but it so far hasn't and it feels like this month is dragging on. My depression keeps getting worse and worse by the day and I'm afraid I'm going to pop.

I have so many Ideas for stories and I just don't know how to write them on paper they sound good on my head but the second I start to write they turn to depressing shit that nobody wants to read. I'm trying super hard to better myself in 2018.

Only the first month and I've already broken my wrist and threw out my back twice. I cannot catch a break. I'm also talking to my Ex girlfriend again which is good? But also makes me depressed because she's got a boyfriend now and she's happy and here I am alone and miserable.

2018 is officially dubbed the year mistakes catch up with me.