This is Driving Me Nuts

So a while back I read a Matt Sanders fanfic and I can't remember the title or a lot of the details. What I do remember is that he married the OC, had a baby with her eventually, made her squirt, and it had a lot of smut. But now I have no idea what the story is or any really important details and I wanna re read it. FUCK. I couldn't even tell you who the author is, but I do remember it being ridiculously long. Like 60 chapters or something. Why can't I remember more? Why can't I find it again? Did it get deleted?