...Hi, this is me right now. gawd I hope people got that reference. Do people even say Debbie Downer anymore or am I just lame?
Hey Mibba Fam,
So I feel like this has become a frequent phrase by me now but like... I have been in a slump.
I don't even know. It's the only way I could describe it.
For those of you who care for an explanation, 'slumps' are these moods or phases I occasionally find myself in that aren't like momentary things and typically are things I can't kick or shake out of despite my best efforts. And like it affects everything. Physically, blah. Mentally, meh. Spiritually been dead on the inside. Inspiration well has gone dry in this drought season, and motivation and productivity is nowhere to be seen.
Nowadays, I fantasize about just going to bed and hibernating for a century. Or indefinitely. Ya know, whatever works.
Ah...Yes, see... this profound piece resonates with me, where the little girl is me and the carousel is a dark metaphor for life?*swirls imaginary glass of wine*
But yea, in these slumps, the only thing not really slumping is my thoughts. And like my brain goes nuts just thinking up topics for me to dwell over. It's like a weird introspection process... except it's like lightening round on crack. I would love to write it down but like I can't keep up. It's especially annoying when it keeps you up at night and makes you even more tired.
I'm gonna try journaling. I have a journal that I have written in, just not as frequent as I should.
Maybe it would help...
Well that is my senseless rambling for the night. See you guys.
