Health Problems

Have you ever had a loved one with a heart issue. Mine sleeps so soundly it's almost like he's dead. I find myself sneaking into his room sometimes twice a night to rest my head on his chest to hear if his heart's beating.
I think there's something wrong with me. Ever since I've fought with anyone my life turned upside down. It got worse and patched up in the middle... But I'm waiting for the time I'll fall. Cause I dont want to be surprised. I'm sick of living in pain, in fear, in hopelessness. I don't know what I want all I know is why scares me now and makes things worse.
His heart is one
(No I'd never change his heart, nor do I regret it or him. I love him dearly and sweetly. He is perfect in my eyes I'm just anxious without break. )
July 28th, 2018 at 09:32am