August 2018 Update

It appears that almost no one on my "subscription?" list posts anymore, which is comforting in a sense, because I do not know the perceptions of what other people may see while reading my inner monologue. Speaking of being comfortable, I am in a really great place with myself at the moment. College is going well, I am optimistic towards possibly blooming friendships and maybe meeting a worthy intimate partner? I was in a relationship for years before I became single a year ago and I have not been in a relationship since. Being exclusive and committed to one person for so long creates an odd atmosphere, after that is stripped away. Honestly, I thought I was not that desirable, I felt like I was lucky to have another person. I should have considered that they were lucky to have me. It still kind of shocks me when an attractive person will ask for my name and hobbies. The uncertainty of it is exciting. I am financially stable and mentally more sound than I have been in a while, it is really cool to look back on my current blogs and compare the grounds in which my mental state was in. Well, I need to get to SW220, see ya.