Things are Hard

Hi guys, so as of this morning i got news that my great grandfather passed away. I am literally so heartbroken right now. I've been crying off and on all day and i've just been numb. It hurts and I miss him so much. We had so many fond memories together and this really sucks. He was 88 years old so at least he lived a good life.

As of now, I probably won't be posting anymore blogs for a bit. I have nothing to say with those blog challenges. Maybe i'll catch up at some point but as of now, i'm going to be quiet. I hurt a lot. I still plan to be active on here, just not in the blogs forums. I'm unsure if i'll be updating any stories, but It might happen.

I love you all and i'm just very broken. I don't want to believe it at all. It's been awhile since I was able to visit him and I feel horrible for not being able to visit as much. But he's forever in my heart. The funeral is on Friday and i'm not prepared for that.

So in the meantime, Im going to enjoy weed and twisted teas. And any of my mibbian's company. What a crappy week.