The funeral was today and it was beautiful. It was hard but I survived up until they played a song then I was just bawling my eyes out. I don't want to believe it, i really dont. But he was 88 and lived a good life. It hurts but in time it will get better. I'm still not accepting the fact that he's gone and I probably won't accept it for a long time.

other than that my boyfriend dropped me off at home and he went to hang out with his buddy. I'm just not up to dealing with anymore people. I like to be at home in my happy place which lately seems to be my color by number app. I might get some stories updated or i might not. It all depends on how I feel or if i gain inspiration.

If i'm quiet on here, that doesn't mean i'm not on. Just means I have nothing to say LOL. I've been lurking around the past few days. My head just seems to be on another planet right now.

Hope everyone is doing well!
January 11th, 2019 at 08:30pm