Healing

The funeral was today and it was beautiful. It was hard but I survived up until they played a song then I was just bawling my eyes out. I don't want to believe it, i really dont. But he was 88 and lived a good life. It hurts but in time it will get better. I'm still not accepting the fact that he's gone and I probably won't accept it for a long time.

other than that my boyfriend dropped me off at home and he went to hang out with his buddy. I'm just not up to dealing with anymore people. I like to be at home in my happy place which lately seems to be my color by number app. I might get some stories updated or i might not. It all depends on how I feel or if i gain inspiration.

If i'm quiet on here, that doesn't mean i'm not on. Just means I have nothing to say LOL. I've been lurking around the past few days. My head just seems to be on another planet right now.

Hope everyone is doing well!