Struggles

So, I haven't been active much because honestly, life is just sucking right now. My boyfriend seems to be stressing me out more than I'd like to admit. Today was just a shitty day and he was in a shitty mood and everything seemed to be my fault. I'm just over it at this point. I know i'm not perfect and have a lot of faults but not everything i do is my fault. But tbh, I think once I get a job things will be different. It's so hard because we're together 24-7 and no one ever gets alone time.

I'm just frustrated at this point. I'm hoping within time things get better. I'm not sure when I'll be updating my stories. I haven't been in the mood to write. I have a few ideas in mind but not sure if they'll ever be brought to light.

Other than that, nothing exciting to share. I'm struggling to get hired somewhere because apparently no one likes to respond to your application. But it is what it is.

I just hope its not this hard forever.