Focused

I haven't been writing at all lately and I apologize for that. I haven't had much inspiration lately. I've been trying to get a job somewhere so we can have money. I'm sick of not having a job. It's a struggle to get hired somewhere but hopefully something good comes soon.

My relationship has improved greatly. The sex has been great lately and I think that's what's been helping. My birth control pills have been screwing with my hormones so it's an off and on thing. But as of lately, I crave it like no other.

and once winter is completly over, and summer has arrived, I think things will be better. it's hard to want to do things when it's cold outside. But as of now, I'm happy.

I got music on, my sheets in the dryer, blanket in the washer, things are great. Let's just hope things continue to get better. I do hope I get my inspiration back at some point. I miss writing.