Unsent Letter: AKP (4.29.19)

I don't know if I really like you, or if I just feel like I can show you a whole new world of adventure and happiness. I genuinely care for you and want you to be happy. Taking pictures with you today after the community performance was one of my favorite experiences with you. I really enjoyed talking with you after as well by the pier. I don't know if you could tell, but I was shaking when I picked you up before going to dinner. I was honestly so nervous and anxious to meet you and pick you up to go out to eat. I was worried that you would notice at some point. One of my biggest worries honestly is that I'm going to mess up in something I say or be not interesting enough for you to not hang out with me again. Hearing about your previous relationships (specifically the one you hated) really made me want to treat you. I know I can't, and probably won't ever call you mine. I really enjoy hanging out with you and spending time with you and honestly your happiness is contagious, and I want to be there for you. I know you're in a relationship, and I hope you have his whole heart, because you definitely deserve somebody's all.
April 29th, 2019 at 11:04pm