hiatus

i think after this week, i’m taking a break from writing. 

it’s just... not fun anymore. i write “for myself”, like everyone says to do, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t suck to get little to no feedback. i’m tired of trying to write things i think y’all can enjoy and getting nothing in return. i feel so selfish even saying this right now, but damn if i can keep going. 

just gotta figure out how to come to terms with this. i dunno, it’s been a long day already and i’m tired and my head hurts and i just am so. damn. tired. mentally and physically. 

so yeah, i need a break. friday’s update of “fifteen” will be the last update for a while.