Sadness

It makes me so sad that Mibba is still like this. I hope some of you can still see this because I need a friend. I recently got into a relationship a month ago and for the most part, things are going well. But these last couple days, I've been feeling depressed. Last night I finally lost it and broke down and I just hate feeling this way.

Lately I've been feeling depressed, alone, unwanted and kind of on the verge of giving up on everything. I know that I'm not alone and I know that I'm very well loved, it just mentally doesn't feel like it. I think there's just been so many new changes in my life and that I've been strong for so long that I just don't want to pretend to be strong anymore.

My best friend of ten years once again chose a guy over me that she's known for a couple months all because I called him out on not working and playing xbox all day especially when he was drinking MY drinks. So now I'm the bad guy which is fine.

Everything that's been going on has me mentally burnt out and I'm just so over everything. Sorry for the rant, I just needed a safe place to let my thoughts out.
July 13th, 2021 at 01:16pm