Third Today

So yeah, it is my third but I need all your guyz help.

I'm gonna ask my mom for a counseler so that should be fun. Hopefully I can get over my depression type thing and live a nomal life. (Ha Ha)

But the thing that I don't get is a shower doesn't help, tea doesn't help, even AFI doesn't help and thats saying something. I can't figure out whats wrong with me and I'm fed up with it. My writing is slowly going downhill form the ditch it normally is, I know I'm worring my friends and I can't pay attention in school.

I miss being happy.