The search is on! Help me find this Frerard!

Okay, so you see there was this story I read here on le Mibs and it was really really really GOOD. It was a Frerard (or a Ferard, whatever the crap you prefer) oneshot, I believe. The story -- basically Gerard finds out that Frank loves him and either Frank or Gerard gets drunk as fuck. I can't seem to remember. In the end, Frank gets hit by a car and dies. I loved it, it made me cry, but that was back before I knew what that little subscription button was for and I haven't been able to find it since. If anyone knows anything about that story or if that sounds like a story you've written, please, I beg you, send me a link. If someone gets me reunited with the story I have been tearing my hair out in frustration over for the past four or five months, I will read every story you write as soon as I see there's one and leave wonderful comments after every chapter, worship your finding skills for all time, or whatever, just please tell me where it is. *cries a bit* I miss it soooo much.....