Thats what You get...

Thats what You get...

I slept over Cassie's house, and Kate came. She wasn't all about her self, she was more cool. I felt happy for once in a while. I might be put on drugs, Anti-Depressants. I guess, Maybe, that'll help. I don't know. I feel okay know, I still feel nothing, it's quite confusing. I'm happy Calhi isn't my friend, or is pretenting to be. I know she hates me. Well Bitch, I HATE YOU!!!! So hahaha! :3
I can't believe Lacey is hanging with her? WTF? Lacey is weird. I don't like her. =\
Andrew is on my bus. I mean, I'm still friends with him and I don't hold grudges for long so Yeah. xD So I sat with him, (no other seats) And he asked is I would play the Nervous game. I played it before. It's a fun game. So I play him first. I start as his knee and go up. Once I hit his upper theigh hi face went pale. I laughed and told him his face was pale, and he fakely smiled, "No it's not!" I laughed. So I basiclly grabbed him and his face was like white as a ghost but he was like come on go farther. Being the suck up I am. I just undid his belt then I was like, "Dude, if you want me to grab your dick then fuck no."
I'm not that easy, Jezz.
Just kidding. But Seriously.
Maybe I shouldn't flirt as much!
Damnit!
I'm such a whore. *cries*
He asked me if I would come to his house.. I maybe up like 1,0000 excuses not to go.
"Bears are eating my couch, I can't."
Andrew is cool, but seriously. He needs to keep his brain in his head, not in his pants.
Are all men like him? Ew. I just might go Lezbin.
Just kidding.
=\
I like my friend Cassie. She's just so cute! :3
I COULDN'T EVER TELL HER.
I mean I don't like her like her. I just think she's adorable! :3
Me and Anissa.
I don't like her anymore.
She's.....it's hard to say... but changed....
I like chirs and he told me he liked me. The sophmore?
He's about 16!?!?!?!?!!!!
I know OLD!
But he's still adorable!! :3

I'm keeping my heart in hand from on and on. I don't enough getting my heart torn. So it's in my hand, gripping on it for dear life. I'll lossen up at times, but others. I'm blocking it.
Keeping it closed, a closed Fist....

...When You let You heart Break
November 5th, 2007 at 09:45am