Oh, good lord....

I got so very very angry.
I sent a myspace message.
I yelled in that message.
I said that if you end it over this message it wasn't worth it anyway.
I'm not sure if I stand by that.
My pride, what little there is, doesn't wish to give in.
I know I wasn't exactly in the right, but I wasn't too wrong.
I am not sure about how I feel about it.
I know that he'll be mad.
I know that I'm still mad.
No, I'm not dating, no I'm not sexing.
He's my best friend and guitarist.
I was getting tired of having a band name but no band.
I am still tired of it.
I know he has a life, I do too kinda.
We're busy.
We're lazy.
We're untrained.
I told him it didn't matter, you should play what you feel.
He didn't believe me.

I know ^ it's probably a bit annoying, but it made me feel a little better and any advice would be appreciated.