Beautiful Days

I sometimes hate beautiful days.
I've been wanting to go to downtown Orlando so badly these past few weeks to take pictures. But, I have to wait 'till Channukah [I know that's spelled wrong.] to go- Which is in another month.

Ugh.
It's like eating me away.
I need to get out of here more often.
The city's so close, but I never have a way to get to it.

I wish I had more freedom.
I wish my parents would let me walk around mire often by myself.
They let my brothers do it,
why can't I?
Being the only chick in the house really sucks, and to top it off, I'm the youngest.

Okay, asking to go all the way out to Orlando by myself is way too much,
but just being able to go to the park by myself, which is right next to us, isn't.
And going to downtown Oviedo [my town], isn't really anything either.

There's a lot of vintage houses down there,
and really nice people.
Let me free woman!

Hmph.
She wonders why I don't have a social life.
Well mother, do you let me do anything?

I'm a good kid.
Hell, I'm asking for four things for Christmas and Channukah,
and the rest is for a college and car fund!
[Even though I already have a college fund, New York is expensive.]

Merp.
This is not fun at all.
I try really hard,
and nobody notices.
Oh well.

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November 7th, 2007 at 11:25pm