I have as of recent fallen head-over-ass-over-heels for this guy. He's not one of my best friends, but still, we have a good friendship. I decided to tell him I liked him because where would one get to if they always stayed silent. He was sweet about it after I told him, but it doesn't change the fact he doesn't feel the same. So now I'm left feeling like a complete dip-shit even though I knew deep down his answer would have been what it was. I'm trying to be optimistic and move on, but I can't seem to shake the growing depression and each day only seems to get harder than easier for me.
So, as of late, I really haven't been in the mood to write anything. This combined with the fact school has been extremely tough means that my fics have been put on hiatus for now. I apologize to those who I know love my stories, and to those who I don't know love them. Please bare with me, and if anyone has helpful advice, it would be most appreciated.
Crappy life right now left me with no mood for writing...I'm sorry.
November 11th, 2007 at 12:32am