Meh.

Lately my mind feels congested and my heart feels as if it weighs fifteen tons. Between college classes, working two jobs, a band on the verge of breaking up, looking for an apartment, and a guy that drives me mad.

The guy really has me perplexed and the band has me on the brink of ripping their throats out. My drummer is turning into a jackass and bitches about how I haven't done any song writing lately, when he hasn't written one song. My bass player is complaining how my college study and working is breaking into practices. I'm thinking of calling it quites and going solo again or we take a hiatus for a while.

Then, this guy friend is making me want to bang my head against the wall. If anyone wishes to refer to my previous journal and offer advice please do so, sometimes I feel it's better to get advice from someone that doesn't know you. He invited me to "shred fest" as he calls it at his place tomorrow, which is basically where I am teaching him to play guitar and he is teaching me how to become expert at Guitar Hero. I just hope I don't have to be the one to bring it up.