If only my body had a 'restore default settings' option...

I think I'm broken.
I can't sleep, but I'm tired.
I ache all the time.
I have a permanent head ache.
If only my body had a 'restore default settings' option.

At the moment, I'm kinda shitty but alright all at the same time. I've made a few revelations, but I'm taking everything okay.
Let's see.
I'm now in an open relationship with Cloe. Woo yeah. About fucking time >.<
I spent Saturday in Lucy's house without Lucy.
I found out Adam's even more of a cunt than first thought. But oh wells.
I told Jamie that, yes, I have fancied him since I first met him.
I also got a hickey that I keep having to hide, given to me by said Jamie.
I'm talking to a hot Italian and a hot Frenchman. Woo yeah! ^.^
I haven't got a job yet.
I have a constant feeling of lonelyness even though I'm now always online.
I have wireless internet.
I miss Lucy.
I miss Kim.
I need to go out.

So, life is kinda bad and good. Balanced. We'll go with balanced.