Withdrawl

Today I decided to withdrawl. I can't do this anymore. I'm done trying to fit into a world where there is no place for me. I'm going to become my own world. My own mother. My own father. My own best friend. No one else wants me so i have to learn to love myself. I'm falling apart and no one cares. No one pays attention to my constant, silent screaming and begging.

I can't eat. Food is the worst thing for me. It makes me weak. It puts me out of control. It only makes me more fat and ugly. If I eat- I die! Fuck food!

I'm leaving all the shit now! Stepping back into my own, perfect world.

-Shell <3