Apparently I'm a freak...

My friends were being mean tonight. I went to my little brother's strings concert and my friend Natasha and I were hanging out around the school.
So in fifth grade, everybody made these tiles that were hung up around my school. So we spent about an hour looking for my boyfriends, and I went to a different school in the district, so I didn't know where to look. So eventually we found him, and I was like aw, he's so cute! He was, and he needs to grow his hair back out. So I told him and he called me a pedophile. Okay, one, I don't understand how a fourteen year old female could be a pedophile, when I'm a child myself, and two, he's my boyfriend. I'm allowed to call him adorable.
So yeah, my friends are pretty much retarded. Still love them, though.
But John hasn't texted me back.
I sound so retarded right now. Like, lyk omg, he's so mad at me right now. omg he didn't do this, didn't do that!
Is it wrong to wish he were more physical? He won't even hold my hand. It's been two months. He did once when we had gone out for a week, but that was it. I wish he'd call me pretty like the other guys say to their boyfriends.
I don't know what to do. D=